"SO, OF COURSE, YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO CALL ME TONIGHT...", Soko.

It’s like everything I don’t want just keeps happening. It’s amazing how a few stupid things can let you down, a word, a melody, a look, a memory. Anything. Things can both make your day and break it down. It’s amazing how a few simple words can change everything; amazing to realize how tough it is to say these simple words though. I wish I could be more talkative, emotionally talkative. It doesn’t need to be a lot; not even to be often. But it does need to BE though, and I just start realizing it. Life is sometimes a matter of chance but what really matters are our choices. What to do, where to go, how to do it, how to go there. It takes sometimes courage to change, event to simply choose to change. Moving from a place to another, moving from a project to another, moving from a dream to another, moving from a status to another; It's amazing how brave we can be to confront ourselves to new stuffs, and how coward we are to confront ourselves to our "feelings". It's weird how hard it is just to accept these feelings, to spread them. I was thinking... merely thinking... why is it that hard not to hide what we feel? Why is it that easy not to show what we think?

Well, I guess it's simply because feelings are the most scary things ever. The ones that rule our lives, build our paths, govern our acts, and so on. Whatever how brave, strong, sceptical, cold, we are/we think to be, feelings frighten.

BONUS : Soko.